Bottom Bunk Bed Kid

NOVEMBER BABIES ARE THE COOLEST

2009-11-02T23:24:00.003+08:00

i might miss birthdays because im getting older n my brain is getting more forgetful than ever.

so in fact, here i want to wish all of my friends, november baby friends that is.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS N GIRL.

n this includes myself. =)

my brother farkhan
zaxx
timmie
amir
syimir
nabilah
hidhir
hariz
anas
nini
oh adik que mira

im suppose to know more, but than again, i told u im getting older by the day.
so to anyone who is a november baby, comment here so i can edit. haha

happy november bday guys!

ROBOCOP!

2009-11-02T23:14:00.001+08:00

watching RoboCop...
n i cant believe it

BART BASS FROM GOSSIP GIRL WAS ROBOCOP IN ROBOCOP 3!!
U R MY HERO THE LATE BART BASS!

omg omg omg

Music Is The Heart of Our Soul

2009-10-26T20:17:00.002+08:00

To blog author of Music Is The Heart Of Our Soul.

i found ur blog around september n love it
ur blog is in my everyday visit

but sumhow one day i click it in my bookmark
the blog is no more

but i havent give up
i try almost everyday
n now i found out that it is allowed only for invited readers

i really hope u found out this blog content
in other words...

PLEASE INVITE ME TO BE APART OF YOUR BLOG.
if im not mistaken the blog belongs to musicgirl right?

oh plz plz plz ive ben showing my frens the page since it help me a lot
n den ur gone
i was broken

plz invite me
*desperade mode*

hotness in the air

2009-10-25T19:16:00.003+08:00

i know

haih...

the end

Joey... rest in peace

2009-10-23T16:07:00.002+08:00

today
lets mourn

joey just died minutes ago
joey the hamster
n died due to his age

my brother got him when i was in beta i think, or gamma.
so hes like 2-3 years.
he was about to get sick this one time
but after i graduated, i took care for him
my brothers amanah to me
then he ate normally again
he gain his usual fatness cuteness again. omg

today at lunch i check on him
hes still breathing, can see his stomach.
like 5 minutes ago i want to plsy eith him
but its weird since he always change his position when hes asleep.
but he still at the same spot.
then i saw some ants around him
then i know

honstly, ive been checking if hes alive or not since my brother went to india.
my brothers coming back like this november.
almost
i was like, joey plz dont die... wait for aqram...

i guess too late
R.I.P Joey
u are one hamster that i will always remember....

tolong ar. ponek den

2009-10-22T13:27:00.004+08:00

oh god plz stop it

hear what u wanna hear
i know that bcoz u cant handle the truth
ngeh aku bosan la
if only u heard from everyones side
but then, malukan diri sendri plak

apa kata takyah
penatkan diri sendrik je

sukati la, janji ko bahagia.
weeeeeeeeee.

STRICTLY FRIENDS

2009-10-19T00:29:00.001+08:00

love this song, from Avril Lavigne. Video credits to littlepuppydawg.

wat?!!

2009-10-18T22:43:00.001+08:00

hoi rindu ke

@_@

hehe

2009-10-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

is it just me or stefan from vampire diaries is getting handsome after 3 episodes.... lalala

bday is the day of horror

2009-10-17T21:24:00.003+08:00

SAYA MANUSIA NORMAL

im a normal human being
with a brain
and memory problems.
cant really keep up with dates anymore since im not studying anymore.

so here i wanna wish 2 of my friends
both birthdays in october

HANI 3 OKTOBER
HANIM 13 OKTOBER

i know weird right... name almost the same....
date of birth almost the same...
wuuuuu....

well then....
HEPI BDAY GUYS!
sorry for the late wish... but at least i know the dates...
just missed them...
ngeh u r getting old anyways...
we wouldnt want that to go around the world rite....

haha.

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR
SENGIL CUKKA HAMNIDA >> betul ka spell?

p/s: oh to yun yi n mr kok yoong too... 31st august...merdeka. i was asleep then.... =P

-blank eh?-

2009-10-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

one of my best bud.....
okok Que..

she came up with sumthing, a week ago i think

LOSERVILLE

Loserville has a population of 1 at the moment

now i think theres 3

but then due to certain events, i reduce it to 2 1/2

anyone wants to live in Loserville?

done

2009-10-09T20:25:00.001+08:00

hmmm...

somebody dont have no friends no more
waste of our time

mature... right.... my @$$...

Pretend

2009-08-10T09:33:00.000+08:00

everybody talks about other people.
its nature. haih jahil nyer aku.

but the only difference that makes the other one better than the other is the content. or should i say WHATS REAL AND WHATS NOT. some talk about the truth, some just makes it worse for others, and good for themselves. so whatever u heard, u can just suck it in, or do something bout it. but hey, some just cant accept that other people talk about one self. i know people talk about me. we cant control everybody's mouth right? if its true or not, that's for u to find out, believe me or don't believe me, that's for u to judge. people already know the truth, so i don't have to worry too much. some may insult me n say stuff bout me that im not what im all about, well u don't know the whole story, n i think u should stay that way, because it might hurt ur feelings. so rather than make you an enemy to them, the story stays.

deep down, there are some stuff that i did, i want people to find out, just because i cant stand. cant stand pretending anymore like nothing happen. like i said people know, and some people can still do what they do best. pretend like nothing happened for the sake of humanity. but i just cant do it anymore. thinking about it, makes me tired, sleepless night, and the main thing of all. hurt. been hurt for a long time. i already gave 2nd, 3rd, 4th chance... well u get the idea.but now its just too much. at least i don't have to pretend anymore huh? one is no angel, but human we truly are.

hey if u hate me, than beat it. i know the real deal now. so are others.i dunno how many would agree with me, but i know, they are.

p/s: ala apa ko citer selama ni pon takleh pki la.haha

SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE SEASON 5

2009-06-25T22:57:00.001+08:00

one of the best season yet
cant keep my mouth shut n still in audition
gaaaaaaah

sumpah kene tengok

oh la

2009-06-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

havent post some stuff after our last evaluation.

will do one day

oh my

2009-05-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

some people are just plain weird

some people are just plain
well
ignorant

not everything you heard is true
not everything you think you heard
is everything you heard
and yes not everything you heard
are real

and yes you sound so unreal and desperate
and quite pathetic actually

oops sorry
i think im pathetic because i know u.

but sumhow im better than that to actually tell to the world, until now.

whatever. im not gonna make this go round and around and around.
this person does exist.
if u think it's you, than u must have did something that i just mention.
talk about pity.

DAN MY MAN~~~!

2009-05-10T13:02:00.013+08:00

assalamualaikum, good day.

just got back from home.
n i took my reply fanmail with me. hehe.

sadly there no newsletter like i always have. but hey, it still here, yay! so here's the latest picture that i get.
and the last two letters and some pictures are below too.

come to think a bout it i lost my emma watson reply. aiyak.

enjoy... i think. haha

u think...

2009-05-05T00:25:00.003+08:00

IF I WERE A BOY

start listening this song in my playlist.

i think its a bit too 2 sided. n im a freaking girl.

well we are human, we are not perfect.

n thats why i like the remix version better.

we're not boys, so true, so how exactly would we understand, of course we say we would understand, because its from a girls point of view.

read the lyrics below if u have the time, especially r. kelly's part.

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

(R. Kelly)
If you were a boy
then girl you'd understand
you need to stop listening to your friends
love, respect and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys
and sometimes flirt with the girls
I should be able to roll out
as long as Im coming home to you
and give you the world

But you are not a boy,
so you dont have a clue (ey)
How I work and pay the bills
girl everything I do is for you (eh eh)

(Beyonce)
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a Boy (Beyonce)

If I were a Girl (Kelly)

I would turn off my phone (Beyonce)

I wouldn't play games (Kelly)

Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone (Beyonce)

Girl you know thats wrong (Kelly)

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

But you are not a boy,
so you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
and I am not a perfect man (remix,remix)

I'd listen to her (eh eh)
Cause I know how it hurts (Kelly: and I know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Kelly: Said Im sorry

It's a little too late for you to come back

but I cant let you go
cause Im too attached (Kelly)

If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy

black out yg pissed

2009-04-30T11:01:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum, good day...

OMG OMG OMG MMU???!!!

what the hell with yesterdays blackout?
why im mad?
because the blackout takes more than 2 hours.
well yeh i already finished watch a movie with my frens
came back home n still no electricity.
gaaarh.
wait for another maybe 7-10 minutes, then the lights came back up.
heard scream of joy n cheer from mmu hostel students, haha.

but my pc hasno electricity either, well my side of the wall.
so had to improvise, n thank god i have my long extension plug n use the wall side, the other one.
n yes, no internet.
even direct line. sheesh.

mmu what has happen to u, the nearer to graduation time, the more problems u cause us.

wateve it is, i just want to say.
gotta love hugh jackman's legs. he has long slim legs, its beautiful.haha
maybe i like tall guys perhaps... n yes dark hair.

daniel extra height please?

selamat hari lahir again?

2009-04-28T23:36:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum, good day

here wanna wish sumone a happy bday.
happy bday yang... *kasik nangis skit*

dah 22 tahun, takde calon ka kak?

haha, well u know what my wish is, tgk la flash tu byk byk kali.....

so, selamat ari jadi ya!

month wallpaper~

2009-04-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum, good day.

influence n inspired by shuun

so this month's wallpaper.. (maybe in 2 weeks ill change)

phrase of the day (april 26)

2009-04-26T21:05:00.002+08:00

Live everyday like it was your last day.

Because one day, It might be it.

hehehe~

2009-04-26T15:51:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum, good day.

hahaha. i really had to say this

i never knew that my blog post actually touched people

never knew had it in me

never knew anyone would actually read it

so to those who understand what i did

i really mean it

because i know with everything or anything that comes between the ones i love and care for

i know its not worth it

stay strong huh?

be wise in order to stay alive.

nyaaaaaaa

BDAY IBU KU YG BEST~

2009-04-26T01:36:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum, good daY

I forgot to post, due to flashing for the past hours.

25th april my step-mom's birthday

Muliana Kartini

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN YA IBU

moga panjang umur, murah rezeki, dan terima kasih kerana selama lebeh kurang 8 tahun kiter tinggal bersama, ibu menjaga saya dan juga mengajar saya apa yg patut seorg anak dara tau. haha.

hepi birthday ibu... hehe ada orang dah tua~~~~

harry n letter are bound together

2009-04-25T00:35:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum, good day.

i got my harry potter fan mail reply

happy yet sad

my brother told me it arrived ages ago. cis.

happy because it did

sad because there's only the photo, no newsletter like always did.

sadder coz i left the letter at home hours ago

demmit

i will upload the pic n my past letters. wait for it, wait for it

i think im in love

you. all

2009-04-23T21:53:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum, good day.

a day full of mix emotions
a day full of confusion
a day full of rage
a day full of smiles
what more could i wish

i care for people
i care for my family
i care for my friends
i do hope i also care for the those in need

i wont pick sides
because i can have both
people say we have choices
but my choice is all

we may see each other in a minute
or we wont see each other in another lifetime

and as a person
we remind each other
about good thing
about bad things
why is that?
for a better life and face the best in future

so here i will say
and i will truly say
stick together no matter what happens
because what we have now is truly a blessing
what we have now is truly something that cant be touched

and here i will tell
i surely will tell
that im by your side
as in YOUR side

you, you you and you
everyone

all of you bring the best in me
be the best i can be
be the best that i can

BE.THE.BEST.FOR.YOU

care.love.trust.awesomeness. <<>

why. why. why.

2009-04-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum, good day.

why.
why we have 2 ears?
so that we listen to different side of stories.

why.
why we have to grow up?
so that we grow mature.

why.
why we have brains?
so that we can think clearly, as mature intelligent human.

why.
why bad things happened to us?
so that we take it as lesson to us.

why.
why there are such thing as past present future?
so that we remember what happen,do what we do and move on, and hope for the best.

why.
why we have memories?
so that we experience thing in order to use it in future reference.

why.
why do we have something under our noses?
so that we treasure that thing called mouth and use it for a better world.

why.
why we have a mouth in front of our faces?
so that we wont talk back, or behind people's back.

why.
why can't we talk as we please?
so that won't sound stupid when express something that we're not even sure ourselves.

why.
why we should understand the simplest thing?
so that we know its a big or small matter, n dont fuss when unnecessary.

why.
why we have different classes in school?
so that in future we know we are not as genius or as knowledgable as other people.

why.
why can we know everything?
so that we learn about others, everyone, everything.

why.
why they are such thing as effort?
so that we won't be such lazy ass to wait for everything to come to us.

why.
why there's a thing called brave?
so that we do the things we're supposed to do, and get everything over with.

why.
why we have hopes?
so that we never loose faith.

why.
why we have questions?
because we have answers to tell.

why.
why we can't always have what we hope for.
because the world doesn't revolve around ourselves.

p/s: yes i do talk about people. godaan syaitan. astaghfirullah.
i will always talk about people behind their, and let's hope only good things. Amin.

work is great. yay

2009-04-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum

ok. title. dont believe a single word.

seeing some other classmates work.. i feel a little bit crappy.

ok rephrase. i feel CRAPPY.

now i think im a human parasit in neddy's room.

have my pc here. do work. at least there's someone have the same work as me now. yay

have some motivation at least to do my dm.

ok continue watch tv series n movie while do work. like always.

MY IN LIVING COLOR HAS FINISHED ALREADY!!!! sedih.

ok bye

i love harry

2009-04-19T14:56:00.003+08:00

Harry Potter Half Blood Prince Final trailer is out, n it gave me goosebumps. seriously. Check out on mugglenet.com. There's updates n such. Cant put picture here. to freaking big. can i cry coz i should have seen it last year. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

p/s: to mmu cyber students, u guys can download the trailer, i uploaded it already. hd size. big woi!

jukebox

2009-04-18T14:47:00.002+08:00

if i have a house, this is one of the things that i want in my house

a jukebox. i want the classic one but than again i need to have a lot of cds. so, we can work out with the classic look jukebox, but sopprts mp3. awesome huh.

Then to the collection, a classic refrigerator. Classic look, but modern design. sweet~!. Here are some of the design available.

That's the only thing i figure out at the moment. oh n try watch stepford wives. the montage. love the storage style~!!

Blood and Guards

2009-04-17T13:03:00.004+08:00

2 things happen yesterday.

i went to donate blood...
n theres the bloody spotcheck.

im a blood pumper! i pumped quite fast. hehe. my hands hurts a bit when the 'bius' injection went it, but when the big needle is in, i didnt even realize it. haha. i got suck'd! oh n good news, while testing if my blood can be sucked or not, i have to weight myself. i lost 4 kg! haha. achievement much?

n the night came. i went to que's house to cook my potato salad. n den i got a call from nue, saying there's spotcheck at hb3. demmit. why hb3 have to be the one. i hate sporchecks, because they are just so.... checking on the spot. even i have to put my rice cooker in the toilet.

whatever it is, i say some male guards downstairs. well they seem to be relaxing n chatting. rite...... i can say that they did this just to fill a report. n furthermore, they sent a pregnant lady for spotchecking. what an idiot~

whatever it is, spotchecking is bad for someone like me, who have a lot of stuff and nonsense in her room.

p/s: harry sempat diselamatkan oleh sumone. thank u. well harry, u one lucky hamster since ur cuteness is the lucky thing, i think i should have put ur name lucky. haha. looks like aqram really have to jaga 2 hamsters now. poor him.

unfairness of lembabness

2009-04-15T12:38:00.002+08:00

unfairness.

thts what it is.

we have like 2 weeks to do our application, but it ends up to 1 week. just because the submission got postponed.

UNFAIRNESS I TELL U~!

crap, i started my work already, but nothing seems to move on. started on flash, but i went blank after that. sheeesh whats happening to my brain. haih~

god plz help me, n give me inspiration n motivation....

gonna use some of my MI frens as motivation. hahaha i think just because they just submit sumthing? hehehe

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. to all my dm frens, GANBATEH~!

archie

2009-04-13T10:15:00.004+08:00

i was wondering, will there be anyone in the world make and archie n friends the movie. coz that will be pure awesome! i dont know where could i state my idea so i went to warner bros website. hey they did make harry potter so...

i state my idea about making it a movie. so if wb did make it... yes thnx to me frens. haha.

cek out some videos n trailers. i came across a trailer, THE GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST. the movie looks good. typical love story, comedy. the way the did it s different. like the ghost of christmas past. haha.

wake up call

2009-04-13T01:01:00.002+08:00

found this in youtube. just sharing. i like her songs, like the ones used for disney movies n such...

but this is different... read the comments in actual utube. interesting...

oh. went to see jangan tegur. first and formost, audio sucks... the only good part of the movie is the possesed victim scenes. malay actors tend to play really good possessed chicks n such. haha

better watch thai movie, "Coming Soon". yes that's the title. watch it in cinema. haha. seriusly.

shut

2009-04-12T15:36:00.004+08:00

bengang.

people just think they are so.. how to say.. brilliant?

dont even say anything if u dont knw the foundation of it, or even experience it even once.
u just live in this world, u know nothing.
u dont know how the world is.
and please, whatever u wanna say, we live in a world full of bad stuff allready, the least we could do is realize, kiter ni org islam, ape apehal agama first, dunia ni sementara saja.

dont say sumthing if u dont even understand that.

u think u can get anything u are right all the time? oh please.

bye lily

2009-04-11T22:30:00.004+08:00

omg
now i remember the one thing thing that i want to put in my blog but just to sad to put it.

lily

is

gone.

a cat hit her cage, she fell, she got bitten, n few days after that, her body was found next door. she just cant survive the outside world.

miss u lily.

coincidently, the next few days, ron called me n asked me if i can or want to jaga a new hamster. he found it in the elevator.

welcome harry. n yes hes way bigger than lily. creepy at first.

New Harry Potter Trailer (clean one i guess)

2009-04-11T19:33:00.003+08:00

youtube doesnt allow the embed code so here's the link. its in hd!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9memLopBGBM

gaaaaaa

2009-04-11T10:48:00.003+08:00

try to make a cute blog... doesnt work. shit.

same as diena's post. new layout, not mine. lalala

oh the world

2009-04-11T10:09:00.004+08:00

my last post was feb 2009. great

i guess i just have to much stories to tell that i dunno how to start, or im just too lazy to put on blog since i think no ones even reading it.

how stoopid was that remark? i should think of that. its my blog. no one needs to read it to be a blog. stoopid nab. really stoopid.

try to do work as early as i can, but im moving slowly. try to consult as early as i can, but the result, the person that i consult to dont even remember that i change my plan due to HIS consulting. eat some pills so u wont forget easly dude.

early morning, start my illustrator again. yes. more work. or course. just read some blogs. i cant understand, how some people dont have the emberassment of stating their stories to public, where he knows he was not suppose to do some stuff, unlawful stuff, but yet again put it in public n at the same time doing sumthing like recite the doa n such. plz lah, dont play with ur religion. despise yuh...

ngeh watever it is... i think im gonn ahave trouble in searching for places that can make me my giant alphabet blocks.

i know i have sumthing interesting to say. but i forgot.

p/s: oh yes, we went to sg gabai for a dm outing, eat togetehr n such. malas wanna put gamba here.

me n my 21st present

2009-02-10T19:15:00.004+08:00

long time since i post, so i actually forgot some of the main events that i want to share. so this one will be randomed. this post is tribute to mia. haha. oh others, plz forgive me for not sharing because i dont have other items to take picture of now... so her egoes.

for my 21st birthday, my lovely fren and quite obvious mia went out to alamanda to buy some stuff. and wat do u know, she tells me she's gonna get me sumthing for my birthday. n i was like what??!!! why r u telling me? i felt awkward at that time. haha n evil little mia asked me not to follow her and and walked by myself. hahaha mia mia. so i went to MPH coz thats the only place i can go alone without being awkward walking alone like a pathetic singlle. haha

So here are the gifts that she gave to me for my 21st birthday, so, THANKS MIA!!!!!

p/s: love the ice cream btw, hehe

SRI SRI SRI

2009-01-23T16:46:00.002+08:00

still not finished. oh my goodness what to do now.... @_@

n wat a surprise... my gpa went down... again.... and quite a lot.....
mystery of nabilah

oh my, n my other hamster joey... he's getting fatter and fatter by the minute. lazy to run on wheels.... or run on it just to impress my brother and to get some food. oh my we are getting into the next semester... which is our last semester... n i feel sad. had to do this right. sad with pointers specially... kekeke.

any place to bound book... but cheaper... the one at my place... charges rm55 with the stamping. damn that's expensive!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

oh... today's the last day that im spending my time with my brother, without my parents. They were in Kuching, business, work....

Uwaaa I think i have to be in mmu early than supposed to coz i have to finish my work. When u r at home, u just cant use every time that u have. sumhow u had that feeling that u need to do stuff. guilty much....

alalalaa. ok want to eat....

kerje

2009-01-07T15:21:00.002+08:00

keje dah siap... dm... qaulity... NO NO !

hate my own work... i want more time!!!!!

sheesh..

assignments n gossips

2009-01-05T18:05:00.006+08:00

wuh wuh kerje tak siap lagi. havent done a thing... well at least got help with consultation today. ngeh have to continue do stuff. just wanna rest at least please!!!!!!!!!! but cant. sleepy ma.....

just finish reading gossips.... not interesting yet... hehehehe.... oh n i thought my hamster gone already. let it loose on the table.... then suddenly gone. she fell n hide beside the closet. shheesh lily dont do that. ngeh. wanna go kacau nue... later.

hyper... crazy sitting in the cage the whole day

music n assignment

2009-01-05T00:25:00.003+08:00

bosan.
doing assignment.

listening to a russian girl band. name ranetki, song ona odna.
*in terms of promoting, plz dont sue me*

here's their video!!

DANIEL RADCLIFFE AND THE CHRISTMAS CARD

2009-01-03T15:20:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

im suppose to send my christmas card to DANIEL RADCLIFFE AKA HARRY POTTER like b4 christmas. didn't have the chance. just did it yesterday. it's been a long time since i send a fanmail to the production. like since highschool, or early alpha years in mmu. n i just found out one of my good friends, que, dont know about it. some of our conversation at the post office...

que: antar apa nab?
me: chritmas card.. tapi dah lambat so new year skli la ni... (i tot she knew to who)

abang postoffice timbang n stuff

abang: 6 ringgit dik...
me: oh, kjap... (amboi mahalnyer)
me: terima kasih bang....

walk to stick the stamps...

que: (reading the address of receiver...)
que: daniel radcliffe.... DANIEL RADCLIFFE!!!!! THE DANIEL RADCLIFFE!!!????!!!
me: yeah... selalu kot antar dulu... i told you already, gamba dorang antar balik...
que: errrr... no u didnt...
me: eh ye ke?
que: im shocked....
me: haha... takde org lain lagi yg buat camni kan....
que: .... nab im still shocked...
me: kekeke... ok, luar negara kan... god tolong la smpi surat ni....
que: KISS IT FOR LUCK!!!!
me: seriously, here... (looks around)
que: yeah..... (looks around also)
me: (emberassed... peck using my fingers...)
que & nab: MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA......

Thats the story of two girls yg dorky at times.... hahaha. OH DANIEL PLZ RECEIVE MY CARD. ADA SURPRISE KOT!!!!!!! oh btw thnx Que bringing me to master art n the post office. love yah!!!!

love love love

2009-01-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

again, forgot to post.
aaah miss posting a lot of stuff.

ok summarize!!

cyberP done, presented, and success!!!
sri, still not done... but tinggal report 3... i think...
DM... apa lagi... belum siap!!!!!!!!

christmas passed, doesnt feel like christmas.. AT ALL!
new year passed. HAPPY LIKE ... well HAPPY!!! gathering with frens and eat food. to tired to take pictures cos getting sick.

oh b4 i was sick, yunyi had it first. then hani, hanim, dunno who else.... now it my turn. adooooooooi.

body hurst la... well more like mouth hurts when i cough. die die.... ate ice cream for my tonsils... best! my throat doesnt hurt much after than... let it slide bebeh....

lastly... these days... me n my frens are getting closer than ever. maybe because everything we do, celebrate, now we realize it will be the last time we are doing it as mmu students together. waaaaaaaaa so sad. because i think, start in mmu, i changed. not afraid of cameras, not really shy talking in front of whole class... *really*... i actually have more friends... friends in college are more mature, they dont care and they talk more sense. well most of them. haha.

LOVE ME FAMILIA, LOVE ME AMIGOS.... LOVE ALL!

walla walla walla

2008-12-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday was freaking freezing.
n i really hope tonite is as cold as yesterday. well not really. but its ok.
went to jusco with yun, yang, hanim n hani.
just following them, surveying some stuff there.
ooh they got sale. so anyone out there want to buy stuff... go buy there la, serious discounts. haha
n then went to get food at cyber. omg so hungry.
my plate was like completely clean. literally. haha.

that's all actually for the day.
oh n most probably im goin to alamanda with yunyi tomoro. maybe.
to see her set her hair for mga.
our last mga for my year in mmu.
aaaaaaa.
sedeh nyer. so sad la going to be the end.

dunno what baju kurung to wear.
dark red, blue, or green? u choose...

hey wait... i should choose right....
ngeh as long as any fits... fine by me... haha...

ngeh wanna sleep. beauty sleep that is. hahaha

p/s: oh just wanna share a vid found in youtube. ciara is so good in doing the back bend... with those heels!!!!!

huh?!

2008-12-08T23:16:00.002+08:00

blergh blergh blergh

bored as hell because had to many stuff to read.

blergh blergh blergh

watching pineapple express

pineapple express bodoh

in a good way

aaaaaaaaaaaa wat the...

days go by

2008-12-08T17:10:00.002+08:00

well hello...

nyah.. need to keep posting or i will forget tht i hv a blog.
just came back from home... raya tak relax lnsg.
got work... just had to come back early.

thursday
- wake up early, went to stad with hanim, yunyi yang n hani.
- search for mr omar. not in office. cis.
- bought food, eat in room, wait till class time.
- last cyberP klas.. hooray. now left only business.
- wait for frens at hb3. plan for cinema... not going coz totally broke.
- went back to my room, no squash... haih~~
- after sum time... Yang and others insist me going to cinema with them coz wierd without me. wanna have fun so they want tp cover my ticket. waaaa terharu. cant accept the offer so make a deal about 'borrowing' the ticket.
- went to see "twilight". it was ok. takde la best gila. coz its a love story. wat do u expect. oh edward aka cedric diggory aka robert pattison. hehe.

friday
- wake up with pain in body
- wash clothes
- play with hamster... n then hamster ran away, lost for a moment then there it was, fell from the bed... quite high actually.... cis lily
- ran to que's NEA with baju n stuff
- carry stuff in the heavy rain... que punye pasal.
- introduce LILY to BORA. lily's a naughty hamster. she slap bora, then bora slap her back, then lily slap again till bora on his back. oh bora is a guy btw... i know....
- went with que go fetch her sis at ktm. jibin ada
- went alamanda for food... end up eating expensively when i actually dont have money
- came back to nea with que n spend the night. hehe dah lama tak hang out at her house.
- then kesian hanim... she wants to go to mcd, but the bank did sumthing stoopid. temporary no service, chet.

saturday
- wake up with worst pain unlike the day before... quiute early, and watch cartoon
- read the news about the landslide.... scary...
-then everyone's awake, n que suddenly came out with the idea.. "jom masak!" (let's cook btw in english)
- went to alamanda search for stuff for our project.
- had to take instant stuff because dont have enough stuff in que's house.
-que hanim n me start cooking. recipe pf the day...
: spaghetti bolognese with lots of mushroom n beef n carrots.
: potato salad with beef
: garlic bread fresh from the stove

- the verdict~~~

SEDAP AKA DELICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- spend the night there again coz lazy to go back to room with no one there.

sunday
-wake up early coz have to go back to hostel, my brother wants to take me home.
- nad continue our left over spaghetti. haha.
- went home n went to kajang to had free food. (dad n unc's bday on the way!!
- food >> spaghetti again, pulut kuning, bread pudding n caramel. fatty fatty fatty....

monday
- raya haji day!
- had mee sedaap for breakfast coz tooo hungry, haha
- try on baju kurung that i had since first time went to mmu. fuh still fit!!!!
- eat at mak ngah's house> laksa johor.
- n here i am in hostel room, with lot of stuff.

no pictures available coz forgot my camera n my brother forgot he bring his camera. cis.

ok then. sakit pinggang. cya later!

food and lizards

2008-12-03T23:39:00.002+08:00

hey gang.

still a busy day.
went for a short meeting on problem for cyberP. and we had to take our pictures again.
it was fun tho. why did i say that.....

oh n then we went for dinner.
now thats a story.
ate our hearts out, nak termuntah. ooh n i had satay.
while eating we were like talking about gaduh gaduh with our siblings, like i mean hitting n stuff.
n then a cockroach came. the gross story began

mthen the story goes to lizard. gross story ever. everyone was like so yucky. haha, story about drown lizard, lizard jumping in front of keyboards, more drown animals.

gross but fun because we had a laugh. hehe. its like dun want any more assignment. like, theres not even an assignment to send. haha, so full la right now.

haih need to sambung my work lor.
ganbateh ne!!!!!

we kazen, me busy

2008-12-03T17:07:00.002+08:00

helo.

been pretty busy lately. like super.
so many work, but i do took the time when to do it.
dunno why.
dont really have the mood these day.
latest assignment, tuesday SRI, wednesday facts n present, thursday CyberP.

crazy. oh n in dm klas today i found out sumthing interesting. almost about 2 years... or already 2 years... me n Shuun are related!!! haha. like cousins. related by marriage that it. ngeh who cares. still cousins. huhuhu. My cousin, abg izam married his cousin kak hazrin. so there we are. and i just know it today. cis.

ok have more work to do. want to do cyberP first. semangat nih.

see u later~~

p/s: For such a long time i didnt actually log in my facebook page. last 3 days i think, i thought i just had to open it, n i uploaded like 6 7 albums of pictures. haha habisla everyone. kenang kenangan.

the wizarding world of harry potter

2008-11-22T10:23:00.005+08:00

i know!!!!!!!!!

NAK PERGI!!!

like really really wanna go there. got this info from mugglenet. any harry potter site has information on the park. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

u... will... die...

2008-11-22T10:12:00.002+08:00

woah
it's been a long time since i post sumthing here.
i do want to post
with lots of things happenning in my life
but maybe, just maybe
its to heavy for me to put it here
to heavy to repeat everything
life is unpredictable
well thats life
sumtimes u just cant get what u want
even so u want it badly

n plz people
im only human
i cant make everyone happy
so plz dont treat me or anyone else as if u r so special
n need to have everything u want
people need space n privacy
n dont put too much hope on people
becoz u just need to learn dealing with it
and leave people alone

talk too much
n u

WILL

DIE

...

you are my sunshine

2008-06-26T18:30:00.002+08:00

lyric....
sang this with ili and my boss in the ofice. dah high dah kot...

You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away

The other nite, dear,
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke, dear,
I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried.

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

I'll always love you
And make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me
To love another
You'll regret it all some day;

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

You told me once, dear
You really loved me
And no one else could come between
But now you've left me
And love another
You have shattered all my dreams;

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

Louisiana my Louisiana
the place where I was borne.
White fields of cotton
-- green fields clover,
the best fishing
and long tall corn;

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
Crawfish gumbo and jambalaya
the biggest shrimp and sugar cane,
the finest oysters
and sweet strawberries
from Toledo Bend to New Orleans;

You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

intern, short one

2008-06-26T18:03:00.000+08:00

long time
no post
why
no pc
no internet
jeng jeng

right now keep it short
already had an intern place after a long time
metacipta coomunications
metacipta damansara perdana
near to the curve
and no
no shopping
come on
im working man.
no time

well awesome place
waterfall
swimming pool
hoho

ok

gonna go first
update later

bye askum~

Exhibition n dm awesome

2008-05-01T13:57:00.002+08:00

weheeee

para wanita

ohoi...

makan makan

Final assignments for DM sem3 gamma. there's hell.... there's good.... everything. mixed feelings n stuff. we have 2 days to install and set up stuff. 2 days of assesment and exhibition.
we used 2 classes, downstairs n upstairs. Overall the lecturers liked it. We have visitors from the dean, the lecturers, students. Well the exhibition does keep people together. On the last day, after deassemble, there's talk by the our beloved lecturers... *ngeh ngeh ngeh* Mr Kok Yoong and Mr Alex. WE LOVED YOU ALL~!!! i think i heard mr kok yoong's voice trembling. i think. and i think i say him wipe his face sumwhere with his shirt. Terharu sgt ka??? hahaha. i know kami budak baik.

Oh well at this one time in the upstairs class.... my groups installation had some issues so we just put a movie on the screen. The lecturers were beside me n naz, sitting and watching. Someone did say about ironman. so me n naz were like just playing around and ask lecturers about making plans, watching movies with everyone from the class. and waddauknow, they agree with is. so me n naz were all over the place making conformation who's going n whose not. So we end up watching ironman with almost everyone from our dm klas at alamanda. oh mr kok yoong wasnt alone. his wife was there too. huhu. Ah both of them look so cute together. One thing for sure the movie was awesome, and we have fun. we went for dinner together, take pictures and stuff. it was a blast. DM LURVE LURVE LURVE. we are freaking united~!!!!

Loving dm with all my heart. for pictures can look through this link. Shuun blogspot

3rd ACAA

2008-05-01T13:54:00.004+08:00

early stages

after food stage

selepas dance... weheeeee

yes. the event. not much to say.....
i mean it.
not much to say as the last one. great performances.
happy at some point.
one thing for sure... our performance roxx~!!!!
everyone liked it. n everyone was so good that night. good job guys~!!!
can't wait to do that again~~

fine by me

2008-04-22T17:44:00.001+08:00

humans.
again, human are complicated creatures.
complicated by body, how everything turns out to be where it is.
and especially the mind.

what is blog? blog is a place where i can say anything as long as its something legal and wont get me into trouble with the country.

yes
and what did i do with my blog?
i say what i want and whatever i say, is what i think.
at least i filtered my post. i don't say name, i don't say specific somebody. so what to be pissed of. did i defamed anyone specifically?

well technically not everyone knows everyone in the world. so people, please don't worry. if i post about some kind of event whatsoever, u dont have to mad at me personally.

if you think that im talking about you, or you... or you.... then please think back. why is she talking about me, did i do sumthing wrong? if you don't, then it's not about you la. adoi. the world is not as small as some people think. people are everywhere... n i mean EVERYWHERE. i could be saying about my cousin, i could be saying about the gardener, i could be saying about my lecturer.

anyone.

so please. you know what they say... makan cili terasa pedas nyer (well, direct translation, who eats the chilli, they will taste the hotness, meaning if u think u had to do with it, then u know its about u, sumthing like that.)

u do the math. if u r pissed off with my blog, stop reading it and just close the window. keep ur hands of the keyboard, its for ur own good. huhu. im doing one of the donts of blogging. weheeeeheeeee

whatever u say, fine by me.

complicated creature

2008-02-16T18:10:00.000+08:00

human are complicated creatures. inside and outside, we have different behaviours, looks and other elements of a human being. looking at me and being me... im one complicated girl *yes im stilla girl, an older one*. when u look at nabilah othman, u see... hey she big and she's loud. looks like a happy go lucky girl, no problem ahead of her, happy at all times, very strong and tough. is that really true? how r u so sure im like that? not everything u see is true. not everything u think is true. these days, the only thing that made me have other emotions than happy and angry, is tv shows. maybe its just that the people around me cant even trigger this feelings. Ican cry easily even with the slightest sound of sincerety in a song or a speech.

Ngeh... maybe because its on tv, its not real so it feels real to me.maybe its the kind of thing that i want to see in real life u know. haha, dare to dream man... dare to dream. maybe i just need someone to kick me in the or in the ass, either way it hurts so i could wake up from this so called fantasy. Maybe im waiting for sumthing to come? Well one thing for sure, I dont have to worry that there's something wrong with me, not 'girl' enough. like the uncle in master art say, i look like someone very loud and happy always, but cries alone or cries at people's back, not showing them the real me. come to think about it, part of it is right. hey cmon, who wants other people to see how we look like when crying... i sure do look like crap, liquids coming out from everywhere, haha. well everything happen for a reason, and recently im watching hannah montana series, and it does keep me happy, well at least it helps, hehe. oh man, i love everyone *rite~~~~*

result... sem 1

2008-02-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

not to brag or anything, but i dont care, its my blog. I GOT MY DEAN'S LIST!!!! WEEEEEEEEHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. first time in my life, i have this kind of thing, of course im happy. i havent got any recognition what soever in my whole life, well like this kind of course. its a thing that i dont really expect myself. but i still dont have my goal cgpa, 3.5 and above. need to get that done first. glad for myself. THANK YOU, THANK YOU VERY MUCH....

p/s: i hope people dont get jealous of what i achieved for the first time in my entire life, well i did work my ass, and be aware that everyone had their chance of sumthing this good, care for them and not ourself. oh n i got another oen for sem 2. haha i dont care i want to shout it out here... MWAHAHAHAAHAH

after raya

2008-01-01T18:07:00.003+08:00

suppose this post is going to be a long one, but because its and old story, ill make it short and simple. well, last raya, we celebrate it in palembang. got to see my preety cousins, at first i though maybe i'll get intimidated or uncomfortable, 'lepaking' with really good looking cousins whre everyone would interested in them and leave me behind and whATever shit. but no, because its me. i know i can handle myself, with myself that i dont really care about all those nonsense. IM GOOD ENOUGH ALREADY. so dont mess with me, yeah~! well we have lots of fun and tired also, get the food ready for the family for raya and also for people coming to the house. im proud of myself of being quite hardworking, doing 'girl' jobs. well like i mention, being all good from the outside doesnt work all the time. i know where i stand and i sure make people feel good and happy by helping them with all the works. i'm already complete, by being me, nabilah. well i did have fun just being with my family and all, even some people got mad at me at times. well thats life right. we just have to go on with anything in our life to survive.

p/s: i got duit raya, well more like one duit raya. RP 100 000, like rm50 like that, haha

Assignments and Holiday. hehe

2007-09-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Assignments!!!! Oh my god it's like coming over n over again like the niagra falls. Another one and all will end!!! weel onlu for this sem. Maybe next semester I'm going to take one subject up coz if not, I think I will die with all the assignments in semester 3. Its like double up!!!!!

I think my only hope subject of getting A is ruined. MPD plz stay with me.. uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

O well, hope everything would be well with exams and all.
Oh and one thing, Raya is coming and I'm freaking excited to go to Indonesia!!!! but maybe, and its a big possibility.. that I wont have any duit raya. wuuuuu they wont give any. But its ok. its the thought of hari raya that counts rite? *smiling hopingly at the corner of the room*

And one thing. Selamat hari raya everyone!!!!!

hypocrite

2007-09-20T12:01:00.000+08:00

same conversation
same topic
no difference
no changes
no effort
all talk
what's the point of talking with u then
no life

i think it's better for me to talk to myself
coz i think u r being the same as ur talking
isnt that what u called hypocrite?

cmon, and again, get a life.
(to some other people, plz n thank you)

my lost is for my strength

2007-09-14T14:44:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

its ramadhan
staying in hostel
indonesia just have their earthquake
scared for my parents n my brother
a student just passed away
and one thing for sure
i keep saying about my late MOM
i think this is the first time i'm more open about her
to my trusted friends
maybe i just missed her.
like a lot more than i used to
time to get emotional

month of ramadhan.
the holliest month ever.

God plz give me strength to face my lost
i can survive the moment i get the news
i can survive for all this years
its been almost seven years this 13 december
and almost seven years this 5 ramadhan

Al-Fatihah utk IBU ngan TUK NAB.
moga roh ibu ngan atuk dicucuri rahmat.
amin

dunno why

2007-09-08T21:31:00.000+08:00

dunno why.
suddenly, I remember
I remember the things that u did to me
the things that make me realize
that I can't make people happy all the time
the times that I've went through
all because of u
all the thoughts,
all the feelings,
making me the bad person

dunno why
but I'm just gonna see u
the way it is since then.
whatever feelings I have towards u
now I thought it's just a waste
u will still be u
no changes

but still,
I will think of u as a change in my life
sometimes even think of u as just an a**hole
feel like being used
only when u think u need someone
that's when I'm there
treat me normally
as a friend
not an object
or just an acquaintance
think of me as a person
with feelings
and have a life

dunno why,
but I don't think u realize
that u should have one
please realize
not only for me
or the people around u
but also for u

urself

life. thats the way it is

2007-09-08T13:59:00.001+08:00

everyday, we're getting older.
sometimes we'll remember everything that we did in school.
i do that too. when in high school, in alpha.
then we probably will say this
"man, i'm so stupid saying taht, dong all those things"

well we're not as matured as we think.
we're not even sure what exactly mature is like.
not all of us think about others.
we enjoy being among ours friends,
being supported by our parents,
not thinking how hard it is for them to do it.
well we can say it is their responsibility,
but we have our own responsibility also.
to know and realise their situation.

now, is the time you really have to realise all that.
they are not going to support us until we die.
we are going to build our own life.
support ourselves.
bring ourselves into this world.
Just like a friend told me, we are the one who know ourself.
we know how we like,
we know our standards.

being mature is one of the important things in life.
its a process.

have to think of others other than your own.
it's for our own good also.
life. that's the way it is.

bahau and mr nazri

2007-09-04T13:56:00.000+08:00

hey there. New post.

Mia me n niena were invited to a wedding ceremony. And what do you know, it's mr nazri's!

The thing was held in the middle of nowhere.... well i was exxagerating. it's in bahau n. sembilan, well almost in the middle of nowhere coz its freaking far from cyberjaya. I wasnt driving but my body and butt hurts the same.

we went there early in the morning, well not really coz have to wait for niena first. share money for oil n stuff. then in the middle of the journey, we stop for about 3 times. well the map isnt that accurate so we keep turning into thw wrong 'taman' and stuff, but we made it safely anyways. Surprisingly, we arrived the same time as some other mmu students.. so we are the cyberjaya friends.

we are mmu students and fcm students so we are quite noisy for some time. hehe. we even force nanie to sing. hehehe. well nanie the bomb actually only for that day.

the best part. Mr nazri and his wife. OMG he is soooooooooooo JAMBU! pink colour.well cant blame him coz its the wife's side, so.... *laughing evilly inside* well, SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU MR NAZRI... moga hidup bersama isteri hingga byk anak cucu cicit la yer........................

and the journey starts all over again. Hot and raining the whole day, its quite fun actually. going out with my ex-roomies again.

thats all then.
as'kum

p/s: oh we also almost got lost in bangi... what the heck...

First post for second blog

2007-09-01T15:58:00.000+08:00

hey there.

some may know but i already had a blog. but unfortunately i forgot my own username and password. oh well still, i was thinking about having another one actually. in gamma, gonna have a week holiday but staying in hostel for work. very busy. now anyone who said that DM-ians doesnt have work n NOT busy can eat their words! hah! *to those who said that la*

a lot of things happen but to long to say it very detail here. new roomies (que n nad), high floor (freaking 4th floor), blendatron (2nd ice blender that is), fireworks competition, merdeka, birthdays and some other stuff (told u too much)

well one thing for sure it's a hell of a week (urm maybe few weeks but what the heck). Too busy to even update fotopages. wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu i miss old times.

Well thats the first post for this blog. let's hope i keep it updated

later peeps.
assalamualaikum~