Pretend
everybody talks about other people.
its nature. haih jahil nyer aku.
but the only difference that makes the other one better than the other is the content. or should i say WHATS REAL AND WHATS NOT. some talk about the truth, some just makes it worse for others, and good for themselves. so whatever u heard, u can just suck it in, or do something bout it. but hey, some just cant accept that other people talk about one self. i know people talk about me. we cant control everybody's mouth right? if its true or not, that's for u to find out, believe me or don't believe me, that's for u to judge. people already know the truth, so i don't have to worry too much. some may insult me n say stuff bout me that im not what im all about, well u don't know the whole story, n i think u should stay that way, because it might hurt ur feelings. so rather than make you an enemy to them, the story stays.
deep down, there are some stuff that i did, i want people to find out, just because i cant stand. cant stand pretending anymore like nothing happen. like i said people know, and some people can still do what they do best. pretend like nothing happened for the sake of humanity. but i just cant do it anymore. thinking about it, makes me tired, sleepless night, and the main thing of all. hurt. been hurt for a long time. i already gave 2nd, 3rd, 4th chance... well u get the idea.but now its just too much. at least i don't have to pretend anymore huh? one is no angel, but human we truly are.
hey if u hate me, than beat it. i know the real deal now. so are others.i dunno how many would agree with me, but i know, they are.
p/s: ala apa ko citer selama ni pon takleh pki la.haha
